Also Can

Thursday, 17 May 2012

This, This is a Sea Dragon

Sea Dragon:

According to National Geographic (TV shows)

the Sea Dragon mirrors his mate throughout the mating Process.

The Clown Fish:

And this little guy..

well, if his "efforts are not good enough, his mate will expel him out of the 'home'

and never take him back"

Poor clown fish. Life cannot be easy for you.

Wednesday, 18 April 2012

rap battle,

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Jzvy_pq1Tww&feature=related
you should totally click on this link.

Friday, 13 April 2012

I have today changed the way my blog looks. This is because I think it looked too manly before and you could not tell it was infact, written by a girl!

so now, it looks more girly... Will more people read it?

Friday, 30 March 2012

sorry im shit.

Sorry. I'm clearly shit.
My blog has been neglected since it became frankly boring and somewhat dull. But now, i'm back - some what on form...

UPDATE: I have a new job: its in Singapore. Its with the company who have the bad reputation. I decided my priority was with boyfriend and not with my career.

We had a long chat / argument about what I should do and he said that I should stay and get a job - so I have done just that... and it is ok. Slightly boring, but at least I am remaining clinical and well "enchncing" my C.V.
---------------------------------

Also: and this I suppose is news, I have moved in with Boyfriend. He suggested we live together and baited the situation with the "it will be rent free" proposal. So I now live in his house with his mess and his computer games.

I literally shoehorned in a chest of drawers to accomodate my immense and growing but barely ever worn, matching underwear collection... and as for the shoe collection, I had to find new homes for some pairs, binned a few (still with labels on but never worn ever sadistically painful but glorious looking Stillettos) thankfully the sentimental comfy heels were spared this fate and they made the move with me.. to the bottom of a dusty, rarely cleaned wardrobe, 1 quarter the size of my previous wardrobe.

This:

Became This:

Became This:

Poor Boyfriend. His work shirts and my Shoes dont look right together in his wardrobe... That being said, at least it makes him a bit more interesting - perhaps people may think he is a drag queen on the weekends.

So far so good. Its been a month. I'll keep you posted.

Wednesday, 18 January 2012

No news... good news?

I stood in my room after i'd had dinner with my housemates last night.

The topic of conversation aver dinner was: "are we renewing the contract on the house"
Is is seemingly getting rather urgent: 25th Jan is renewal date and its for sure a- looming.

However i'm STILL not sure what the hell is going on still.

ready for the list? with percentages rated in perfection so I can do the maths after....
1) Move to uk to work: 95% perfect job
2) Stay in SG for work (new contract, new job): 50% Ok job
3) No man in UK: 0%
4) Lovely Lovely Boyfrined who makes me very happy and i'm a lot in love with: 90% perfect (bloody good going I thought!)
5) Nice weather all year round: 50% (I miss the cold days and Autumn)
6) The kind of weather you complain about: 30% (I like a bit of cold and wet)

So:

UK = 95% + 0% + 30% = 125

Singapore = 50% + 90% + 40% =190

-------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------

Plus my best friend (who lives with her boyfriend) replied to a text I sent to her last night with this:

"Lets see, you've got a great bloke, a great job, great climate.. living it up!..

Im Skint, it's 3 degrees outside and we're having beans on tost for tea.

Decision made? x "

--------------------------------------------------------------------------------

My friend: (the newly engaged one) said via text:

"oh no, its so hard to know what to do. If you really dont enjoy it anymore then you should move back to the UK. But i think, maybe things would be different if you were in a new job?

You just dont want to leave Singapore with any regrets about what might have been

Particularly with you and C**** (boyfriends name)"

-------------------------------------------------------------------------------

So I called my other friend (the one with the husband and the baby)

and spoke to her:

the long and short of it was: put your personal life 1st.

--------------------------------------------------------------------------------

Then I text The Good Doctor. (whom i travelled to Japan with) (who is 34, male, single and has more interest in cats and quizzing than females/marriage/babies)

"you have to do what is right for you. be SELFISH. you probably know what my advice

will be, but only you can know if that is also what is right. but i'd say the job everytime"

note; he wrote the whole thing in low case apart from his favorite word.

( i miss the good doctor although he is an arsehole)

--------------------------------------------------------------------------------------

so i text my boyfriend:

"i love you"

Reply:

'i love you too'

-----------------

there WILL be fireworks

melodrama.

Its 7 working days untill I leave my current contract...

My work life balance has become toxic

Its time.

Tuesday, 17 January 2012

youngling

I am reading a book at the moment, which made me remember about the time I was in a Navity play as a child.

I honestly can't remember which part I played... but I do remember this:

I didn't learn my lines
and I was a bit embarrassed.

this is not an actual photo: